Inflammatory Breast Cancer
Survivor's Site

Ellen - IBC Survivor

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I was diagnosed on August 14, 1997 at the age of 52.

Ellen

After thinking I had pulled a muscle under my right arm for several months, suddenly I had a fast growing ball develop. This was the beginning of a time of running from doctor to radiologist to surgeon while visiting my parents for the holidays. I arrived home with a recommendation of the name of an oncologist and the diagnosis of ibc.

My treatment consisted of three rounds of adriamycin every two weeks, then three rounds of taxol also every two weeks. By the time I had finished the initial chemo, my tumor had reduced drastically.

When I went back to the surgeon, he told me that I had had a complete pathological response - NED!

I must have had most of the possible side effects of my chemo treatments. I was anemic, got hand-foot syndrome, peripheral neuropathy, mouth sores, chemically induced anorexia, etc. However, it was all worth it!

After recovering from surgery, I had 3 rounds of cytoxan over the next 6 weeks. Shortly thereafter I had radiation for 5 weeks.

I have remained without evidence of disease since surgery in 12/97. I believe that all the meditation and visualization helped my body fight the cancer. I have attended local support groups as well as participated in the ibc email list.

Our local group has written a pamphlet for women who are newly diagnosed with breast cancer. I have volunteered at retreats for women with bc. I was lucky to have a husband who was very supportive, family who helped out in every way possible and wonderful friends.

It has been a difficult journey. Especially hard has been watching so many families struggle with this disease. I am very hopeful that in the very near future this disease will become a chronic disease very much like diabetes. It has already begun with many new treatment options.

I hope that I will continue to do well, but none of us knows what the future may hold. My best wishes to everyone who has had to deal with ibc.

Ellen

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When You Believe

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

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